kharma...damn it.
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
that's really all i can say at this point. like i was just attempting to explain to jason...i'm not sure what i'm supposed to do about this whole situation, so there isn't really anything i feel i can do at this point. i guess i'm stuck here trying to ignore it or something. we only have two and a half months left, plus the week of spring break i'll be home for and all the weekends in april when i'll be with the people i most enjoy - the crew team. i know i can make it through it all as long as i have you around. i'll try to make in on my own first before i start leaning on you all the time and i hope you know you can lean on me whenever you need to (sounds like the incredibly cliche song, lean on me, but...well, yes, maybe it is cliche. oh well).
i'll continue to look forward to the things that make me happy now...
brian, hanging out with kate and stephanie, practice, weekends of coldstone and movies with brian, kate, steph, and kevin; and conversations with jason even if they are circular and pointless, they're still enjoyable for what they are.
...and the things that i know will be some of the best times to come...
regattas, practice on the water, intramural soccer, relay for life, and more evenings and weekends spent with everyone i already mentioned.
when i think about it like that, i have a lot to look forward to even though it seems like everything is shitty now.
like kate said, tomorrow will be better than today. it has to be. she's a smart girl.
you all make me happy. i hope i can do the same for you.