what the hell is the point?

for some reason, i thought today was going to be a good day...wow, was i wrong. everything is pissing me off. the one thing i was looking forward to today was crappy.
i've just come to a realization...ah, yes. i know exactly what it is now.
yep, now i hate myself. i have become one of those girls that lets it get the better of them. am i really bitching about the things i'm bitching about? well, i think its a pretty valid excuse...in regards to one thing anyway.
i'm going to have to try to get through this today. i am still pissed off though.
these are the times i hate being a girl.