the long day is over [almost]

a long day, yes. i am not nearly as tired as i should be after working for thirteen and a half hours at the golf course. despite that, it has been a good day considering how bad it could have been.

good things are possible. that is one thing i learned today. i have people on my side and that makes me happy. it reminds me that everything i have done has not been for nothing. that is a good feeling as well. tomorrow is my chance to prove myself more. i have done everything i can do so far to prepare for it, but the rest is up to us tomorrow morning. i have faith in tyler and bryan, but matt is the one who worries me. we shall see.

this song i heard on the way home reminded me of some things...

wake up kids
we've got the dreamer's disease
age 14, we've got you down on your knees
so polite, you're busy still saying please
fri-enemies, who when you're down ain't your friend
every night we smash their mercedes benz
first we run and then we laugh til we cry

but when the night is falling
and you cannot find the light, light
if you feel your dreams are dying
hold tight

you've got the music in you
don't let go
you've got the music in you
one dance left
this world is gonna pull through
don't give up
you've got a reason to live
can't forget, we only get what we give
give it to me now!

four am, we ran a miracle mile
we're flat broke, but hey, we do it in style
the bad rich
god's flying in for your trial

you've got the music in you
don't let go
you've got the music in you
one dance left
this world is gonna pull through
don't give up
you've got a reason to live
can't forget, we only get what we give
give it to me now!

this whole damn world can fall apart
you'll be ok, follow your heart
you're in harm's way
i'm right behind
now, say you're mine

you've got the music in you
don't let go
you've got the music in you
one dance left
this world is gonna pull through
don't give up
you've got a reason to live
can't forget, we only get what we give
give it to me now!

fly high
what's real can't die
you only get what you give
just don't be afraid to live
health insurance, rip off lying
FDA big bankers buying
fake computer crashes dining
cloning while they're multiplying
fashion shoots with beck and hanson
courtney love and marilyn manson
you're all fakes
run to your mansions
come on
we'll kick your asses
don't let go
one dance left