stop making me feel bad for wanting to talk to you

why is it so hard? am i that much of a burden? forgive me for wanting to talk to you.

thank you for making something that was supposed to make me feel better into something that pissed me off.

i'm getting closer and closer. i don't know what i am supposed to do.

i don't even know if you care anymore. at this point, it almost seems like it doesn't matter.

i just want to matter.

i can't deal with this