the calm before the....really busy day

so, after having spent three hours freaking out about getting that kid's shit covered for this morning with jake and i, we had as slow a morning as is possible on a sunday the day before the 4th of july. i got to hang out in the pro shop with jack and jeff pretty much until 10ish. i feel like such an idiot sometimes because of how much i laugh when i am around those guys...they're just hilarious though. it got kinda busy around noon, but mainly only because this guy came in with a bunch of his family taking up three tee times and six carts all within the span of about 20 minutes (quite a bit of money too...80 bucks for 18 holes of golf per guest, plus 14 bucks per golf cart). either way, jake and i got out of there on time and with close to 20 a piece in tips...so, a decent day.

now, i plan on spending the afternoon relaxing in my cool basement reading harry potter. as brenden put it...."preparing for tomorrow by relaxing today" because tomorrow is going to be insane for everyone. despite the insanity, i am looking forward to it.

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i said and did some very stupid things today already...i wish i could take them back, but really, what would the point be because i will inevitably just say and do more stupid things later today, tomorrow, and forever. a curse.

steph....remember what we talked about the other day...making sure that certain people know things. well, jack straight up asked me today and i told him (and jeff) what happened, so now they know. that's gotta be a good thing. it just has to be.

he's either doing it on purpose for one of two reasons (one very good and one very bad), or he has no idea and is entirely oblivious to the fact that he is driving me insane and has been since i got back to denver. either way, i know what i believe.