this the time

it seems as if tonight is a good night to make my first appearance here in over a month.

too much has happened to explain just in the last week, let alone the last month.

the summer ended alright with only minimal amounts of drama in the last few weeks of being home. i miss my pro shop boys immensely, but have already gone back home to see everyone. it was a quick three day trip, but it was worth it and i had a good time.

i have a pretty full load this semester with physics, biology, native american studies, world lit II, and ethics.

my daily activities consist of sleep, classes, crew, homework, and eating. there is very little time for much else.

first regatta of the season is next saturday in des moines. nerves are kicking in already, owing partially to me and partially to things people have been saying. it is my greatest desire to prove everyone wrong. we deserve to race even if we don't win any medals.

i have a lot of stress. the week has been incredibly busy.

i will try to keep up on this, if only as an outlet since i really don't have a person who can be that for me.

"this is the time to remember cause it will not last forever. these are the days to hold on to cause we won't although we'll want to. this is the time, but time is gonna change. you've given me the best of you, now i need the rest of you.