day seven

its finally over.

today was mildly productive, but not fun at all.

after being yelled at by my mom with my dad watching (as usual), i went over to pinehurst to give ben the money that i owe him, but not surprisingly at all, he wouldn't take it. i'll give it to him somehow. lara and i are going to play in the 10am shotgun tomorrow (with the mission impossible tournament, but not in it). i'm excited because i think a lot of members i haven't gotten to see should be playing in it, so it will be fun. luckily for lara and i, lee (course superintendant) didn't agree to change the course for the tournament, so it won't be impossible like they were going for...which would be tees as far back as possible and pin placements right on the edge of greens or on slopes, etc. bob-o went a little crazy this year. either way, it should be fun.

i left pinehurst and ran by jamba juice, and then i had to hurry over to steven's studio to meet everyone for our family pictures (woohoo!). somewhat of a disaster, but oh well. we'll see how they turn out. after that, i came home and finally got some homework done. i started and finished the book i was supposed to read for philosophy. i'm not nearly as far with my homework as i should be, but its break, so i'm not going to worry about it too much.

paul is an ass and he keeps proving it to me on a daily basis. i'm not going to get into it though.

ben, as usual, hasn't answered his phone all night...so much for that. these guys make me want to never believe anything anyone says ever again. seriously. in the words of phoebe, "rotten, rotten boys."

yes, the evening has ended horribly. what a great way to spend my last night at home. you would think that i would stop getting excited to come back here because it never goes well. someday i will give up.

i'll be back in omaha soon, relieved because i'll be away from my insane friends and family, but missing being here because i'll be back to being stressed about everything because my life sucks so much. i just can't wait. i really need to figure this all out.

not now, time to sleep.