what if there never has been a subject?

i spent the day studying biology and working on my physics paper. i also took a nap since my nap yesterday was completely ruined by all the people in the world (or omaha) who decided i did not deserve a nap.

tonight, me, steph, and kate went to noodles (mmm pesto cavatappi) and then we went to see harry potter 4. we got there early, which was a good thing since the line was ridiculously long when we got there. the movie was alright. not as disappointing as the first ones, but not as good as i hoped for (trailers are horribly deceptive...thus they do their job wonderfully). it was pretty long, but i stayed awake, unlike when i went to see the prisoner of azkaban last summer...although, i may have stayed awake only because i had to pee so bad for the last hour and a half of the movie. oh well. it was still pretty good. after that, we went to coldstone. after a small setback, we got our ice cream and headed back towards creighton. i randomly got a craving for pizza hut breadsticks, so we stopped at the pizza hut/taco bell. coincidentally enough, we pulled up behind heather in the drive thru (through?...ah, i love america...through is too long, so we go with thru. excellent. or excellente, as sidebottom would say.)

now i'm back in my room, no longer hungry for my breadsticks, but drinking the enormous mountain dew i got. it would be a good time to continue studying since i still have three chapters to go in biology, but i don't think i'm in the mood right now.

i haven't gotten an email all day until tonight, and now i'm wishing i hadn't gotten it, or at least that i could talk to you about it.
i really wish i could just talk to someone who would listen. i don't know what i'm feeling or even thinking right now.

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I'm sinking slowly
So hurry hold me
Your hand is all I have to keep me hanging on
Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone

i don't know who it is, but i need someone.