i can't do this anymore

i am so tired of this situation. every night it is the same. i go to bed between 9:30 and 10:15 and am woken up at least once a night. usually it is when ashley comes back in to the room and turns on her light (we're not talking about a small, dim desk lamp...no, no. this thing lights up the whole fricken room) to read for anywhere from half an hour to an hour before she turns it off and goes to sleep. the time she reads has been getting longer since she started reading a book instead of stupid magazines. sometimes i am woken up by her and erin just talking because they are completely unable to talk in voices less than high pitched almost-yelling. usually i wake up because i can hear them in the living room or in the bathroom, but there was one night where there were two rooms with closed doors between us and i could still hear them loud and clear. my favorite was the night they came back from the bar at 3:15 am and were literally screaming in the living room because they were so drunk.

well, she's finally gone to bed. perhaps she got the point of my angry typing.

i just hope i can fall asleep soon and get the most out of the next five hours of potential sleep, especially since i don't have time for naps before weights anymore.

blegh. i'm tired of it. i want to be able to have a decent night's sleep before practice.