far too long.

so, in the midst of working on a latin midterm, studying for theology, and procrastinating doing my physics reading quiz, i realized how much i miss being home already. going home was a lot of fun, but its hard being back here away from all the people i enjoy the most. and it certainly didn't help that i changed my little countdown widget to count down to the day i go home. may 15th. 75 days away. that number makes me want to cry.

i miss my mom, dad, and jay. (i'd miss brian a lot too, but i didn't get to see him this weekend because he was out of town. i still miss him though.) i miss sleeping with my cat. i miss pinehurst a lot. ben, paul, and bob. i'm going to miss jack like crazy this summer when he's not there. i'll miss alyssa too, if she decides not to come back. i miss my own bedroom and bathroom. and being able to walk upstairs and get food, sit on my own couch, and do laundry for free. and of course, i miss pissing jay off by whatever means it may be.

my only comfort comes in knowing that this week is midterms...only half a semester to go. and i think i'm going to be so busy that i'm not even going to realize how fast time is flying. well, i hope that at least. so much.

it makes me sad to think that i'm not going to be back home until may. i might just have to go home for easter if i can pull it off. it is also sad to know that i'm going to austin for break...when so many people are going to be in denver. especially steph and ben, who are both from texas. argh. bad timing.

i am, however, looking forward to some things. i'm not sure what they are exactly, but i do know there isn't all black clouds on the horizon. i'm sure there will be lots of fun times along the way and everything will be ok.

now i'm thinking that i don't want to come back to omaha at all over the summer. no class. no working out here. i just want to stay in denver, work at pinehurst, and have fun. is that so much to ask as my last summer as a teenager? i still want to be a kid.

but first, i have to make it through this week.
wednesday:
theology test

thursday:
andrew's birthday
english lit exam (gonna be a tough one!)
english lit essay (due at midnight)

friday:
load boats on trailer.
pack for austin.

saturday:
leave for austin (5am)