wrong turn

i'm feeling quite disconnected from the universe right now. i'm not sure what she's trying to tell me. i want to know why she would put me in the middle of a deserted hall with him. such a temptation. and of course, i couldn't resist. but now i'll just forget about it. or try at least.

i'm working on learning to listen to her better. i need to turn off all the noise and take a good look. especially now that i have this decision to make. i know that i'm going to have to make it soon, but i don't want to. i want to put it off for as long as i can.


and i'll wait here for now
just long enough to be sure
that you really don't want to go through with this
because i don't really want to go through with this
do you really want to go through with this?

a la jack johnson's new album