clarity

i'll tell you why i
don't want to know where you are
i got a joke i've been
dying to tell you

a silent kid is looking
down a barrel
to make the noise that i
kept so quiet

kept it from you, pitseleh

i'm not what's missing
from your life now
i could never be the
puzzle pieces

they say that god makes problems
just to see what you could stand
before you do as the
devil pleases

give up the thing you love

no one deserves it

the first time i saw you
i knew it would never last
i'm not half what i
wish i was

i'm so angry
i don't think it'll ever pass
and i was bad news for you
just because
i never meant to hurt you

i want to go home.

my new home

davis room 339.

i'm still getting settled in, but i've got the main things done already:
computer, external hard drive, speakers, and printer set up
bed made
some posters up (still in the process)
tv and dvd/vcr set up and working

tomorrow i'll start organizing the small things (food, cooking utensils, desk stuff, books, clothes, etc.) before class and probably long afterwards.

it has been interesting for sure.

all my thanks to glow for being a champ and helping me through the 4+ hours of moving all my (and some of steph's) stuff over from mcgloin.

some relief

two more finals, and this semester will be done.

my presentation on gender and identity for english lit went pretty well. i had to talk fairly quickly to get through it (kinda took me back to my debating days), but i think everyone still had a good idea of what i was going for. and if they didn't, oh well. dr. fajardo seemed to like it, so i'm happy.

2 hours and 50 minutes until the physics final. time to get some last minute studying done and go ask dr. duda some questions.

two down...

just a presentation, and two exams left.

today will be spent trying to smooth out my power point and then some physics studying.

how much i study for physics will depend on how much i decide to care. before extra credit, i have a 74.2% going into the final, but extra credit has the potential to bring that up to at least a 76.2%. in order to get a b in the class, i would have to get 113 points on the final that is only worth 100. on the plus side, i should only have to get around 20 points on the final to keep my c. however, i am going to try to be ambitious and get a c+ like last semester, which means i need to get at least a 63.6 tomorrow. hopefully i will be able to do that.

i doubt i will go to dr. seger's review session this afternoon. i probably would have gone to sidebottom's if it hadn't been just now during my bio final. oh well.

i'm guessing i'll work on my power point for a little bit, take a short nap, get something for lunch, and then start studying for physics.

tomorrow i'll go from practice to breakfast. presentation is at 10, and then the big physics final is scheduled from 3-6, but it had better not be three hours long!

almost done...